Love

When I looked at you I knew,
Your fuzzy beard and warm smile, the shy glances and the way you'd hold my doors
You would bump into me in the groceries and sometimes at the gym,

You'd hold me closer than anyone, make me feel like a silly teenager,
We dance in the rain, and you would chase me around the house with whipped cream
You smelt like a deepest pits of a mossy forest,
You gave me a look that made me feel like our love was raw, real
I would fall asleep on your chest, and you would carry me to bed.
When your ill i take care of you, when im scared you show me what i have neglected,
I love you, who ever you are,

"Sometimes I feel like there’s a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there’s a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing . . . I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for."

Maybe living in boston ....

I have always wanted to, its a city but its just the right amount of it, just perfect for me :)
I could meet a guy like this when i go there that just keeps pursuing me and i live in an apartment like this
 the kitchen were all the italain magic happens



the living room that i coze into when i come from work


I want to have long brown hair and be thinner and more confident, and i want my teeth to be fixed :)  i want the most complex and fun group friends and i want to be happy.

And i might move to Boston when i work in London  as a clinic psychologist for the NHS , and that would probably pay like £46,266 a year and 3 thousand a month i guess and like £120h for my spending but thats ok i guess if i have roomate i guess its easier for the both of us, but yeah i want to move to boston when im ready...and something tells me that i dont think i will be getting married so i wont to adopt a child and raise it on my own that would be perfect though just like nine lives of cloe king, because i just dont see myself married and i might have boyfriend lik eastwick woman but yeah i just dont see myself with a stable man, my issues and shyness will prob never fade so yeah, they will prob aprouch me and if i really like them then i'll give it a go but other that :/ we'll have to see.....ok i just had a random i thought ...if i were to be that 'mother' i would call my daughter Mia or Indiana Sunset orrrr i would call her Oriana Sunset 

I think this is were i'm meant to be :) New england

Bring me in, for as long as it lasts
all i need is your concern, while my dreams burn out 
the winters picture on my bedroom window, but you were there, on a long way home
when you came to me with have dead roses and a lopy smile
and i asked god  that you'd stay a while
winters here and so is love
i know that this little towns just enough



i ask if you knew me
once in another time
you looked into my eyes ..and just as if he was mine
i whispered that photographs mean nothing unless your close
i need this and winter needs me
thats all there is
lean in take whats left of this stolen kiss

Vermont ~+~+~
I've been thinking, and i want to move to Vermont.New England and become a journalist or psychologist for children in need , i want a warm life were i come to an apartment with nice italian food in my fridge ready and vamp diaries on telly, i want the cutest cat and two best friends and for people to treat me humanly, peace...thats all and to enjoy my uni years and to learn how to love again :)

And no men in my life, just me enjoying myself, nothing else i will call my family, but briefly.I need to live my dream:D and i'm going to make it happen.~here is love and now is here, make it worth and it shall appear.~
 

my dream clothes for if i land my dream fasion job

 

                                    

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

       

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

samira's new look

day out in town

A day out in porteblleo road, kinda gloomy but fun a nice look for this